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Dorm room doors Warm dark sheets Bathroom towel racks Midnight heat Cool whispered breaths Tousled hair in my face Dark brown eyes Frozen in time and space Warm lips pressed tightly In a passion gripped embrace The loudest, fullest silence A hastily untied shoelace A jacket on the floor A shirt thrown on the chair My jeans across the room My fingers in your hair Breaths inhaled and exhaled The foot board of a bed A perfect pair of converses In the color - RED

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I'm Done

I'm done fighting this battle i'm done losing the fight i'm done crying silently i'm done with the fright i'm done holding my tongue i'm done holding back the words in my lungs and the tears that stung my face and my eyes it's you i despise not me what'd i do i tell you i'm through blaming me this wasn't my fault it wasn't up to me i tell you i ought to have you arrested thrown back behind bars how dare you convince me i'm worth less than gold bars i found my own worth in myself in my eyes it is not in your sheets wrapped up in satin lies it is not in 'hey sexy' or 'i love you, i swear' it is not in the mi

Definition of an Atheist by mind-soul-art731, literature

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Definition of an Atheist

What makes you think you understand me? Just because you can Flip through a dictionary and Define a word that you think Defines me What makes you think you understand me? Just because you know Someone who uses that word and you go Off on some little tangent that describes One person From one category From one faction Of the one fucked up society you live in What makes you think you understand me? Just because you see Out there, there are 'People like me' and 'People like you' who Don't get along in the regular world and who Fight wars over what Webster says I implore you To take a step back And just listen for one little

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Nothing At All

What is it to be nothing? Is it a feeling of despair? Can you feel at all? Are you broken past repair? What is it to be nothing? Do you call yourself a name? Do people look right thorugh you? And whose hands hold the blame? Do you know someone who's nothing? Can you see it in her eyes? Can you tell that she feels nothing Way down deep inside? Nothing is as called No thing left to claim No one left to care about No feeling left to drain Can you cure the nothing? Can you give her the gift to feel? Can you give her a purpose? And show her that she's real?

Infatuation by mind-soul-art731, literature

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Infatuation

Live in the longing Thrive in the pull Feel the pressure rising This pressure is so cruel Long within his laughter Be alive within his smile Giggle at his stupid jokes Carefree as a child Gaze with eyes of hope Of longing and desire Be close but never show it Only embers, never fire Burn with the passion Feel his eyes return the gaze Brush against him carefully And set your heart ablaze

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Drifting Off To Sleep

Drifting off to sleep Into dreams oceans deep I see the future me But I don't want to know That I'm just a carbon copy A xerox of her soul Drifting off to sleep Into dreams oceans deep I want to remember who I am And fight all that I can It's all a big mistake Take a look around Everyone here's fake Not an individual to be found Drifting off to sleep Into dreams oceans deep I want to remember who I am And fight all that I can I force myself awake at night I force myself to fight Past the zenith of misery Is a slow descent to darkness I've tried so hard to rescue me But I can't stop all the carnage Drifting off to

Forget-Me-Never by mind-soul-art731, literature

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Forget-Me-Never

"Help," she cried silently Her hands were tightly tied "Help," she cried again and again "Make it stop," she cried "Stop," she screamed "Don't do this to me," "Look at my face," "Tell me, what do you see?!" "Stop," she said reluctantly "Why," she whisper-cried "Why?" she begged the answer But he simply laughed and lied "I'm playing," he then told her He said that she was fine She wished she could believe him Through every of his lines His hands gripped her roughly Her head against the wall His body weight above her She felt like she would fall Spinning in her mind she saw Just beyond the door There was hope and freedom

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United States
Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: boone nc
Personal Quote: I refuse to be nothing.

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taylor mali, shihan, augusten burroghs

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life, love, breathing, poetry

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mind-soul-art731

Nov 10, 2009

hopefully

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this will be pretty sweet. otherwise, ignore it. haha.

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mind-soul-art731

May 22, 2009

i just do not understand these people

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i don't understand all of these people that rush into relationships and have them last forever.  i'm over here telling myself that i haven't been single for that long and you're over there in a six month relationship that you started after me.  that's not at anyone in particular, just making a point. my point being that i just don't fucking understand these people.  how come everyone else finds something that works?  and i don't mean that it's perfect and works all the time, but that it works a lot of the time and the other times are tough but you work through them.  i want problems to work through.  i want someone to argue with over stupid s

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mind-soul-art731

May 2, 2009

i miss having a place to myself

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all of my friends are on facebook and myspace now, i have no place to just talk. to just live, to just be me.  to be an emo, fucked up little girl without someone saying that it's not me.  i know that i'm typically upbeat and insanely happy, but i'm really not.  i'd be so much happier if i was truly happy.   i'm just euphoric to be out of my house, that's why i seem happy.  and now i'm going home. i really hate that.  i don't want to go home. i can't stand the idea of leaving.  i really can't. but at the same time, i'm glad that i can go back and be the angry girl i was. i miss her, i don't know what box i put her in, but it's one that i acci

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Tung-Sama

Dec 15, 2009

Many Thanks for the

and have a very merry christmas

sogaytonya

Sep 22, 2009

you should update your page about Timothy and how that's already over, hahahahaha, you really are disfunctional and obviously not relationship material.